Don't ever take things for granted ;

Pick me up.

Though 2009 didnt started out as great.
But I'm really glad with what's happening around me now.
Once again, I feel the stability in my life.

&yes, one more thing.
I'm learning to trust you once again, forgetting what happened months ago.
Dont betray it again. It's really difficult for me to trust someone.
Trust is the key in a relationship, yes? :D

&if you realised, I'm changing, for the better I suppose.
Taking things easily unless it's really something serious.
I just want this year to be great especially for us.
No more unnecessary quarrels/conflicts/tiffs or whatever, it arent doing us any good.
6months isnt really long, but it seriously isnt easy.
We're gonna make it through, yeah? (:

&yes, I know that sometimes,
I'm irritating,
I'm demanding,
I'm unreasonable,
I get really pissed,
I get really disappointed,
I get really angry,
I get really upset,
I think a lot,
I ask a lot,
(the list goes on&on)

But you know it's because I love you&I trust you do too.

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Alright, basically I lost track of what I have been doing for the past one week. well, nothing much I suppose cause school reopened&life havent been really great since then.

31st December, Wednesday.

like I mention in my previous post, I was out with Erinna Lin. the night was great with her yet terrible for her.

Before.....

&After

Emo? LOLS.

1st January, Thursday.

meet up with my long-time-no-see darlings. dinner-ed at Tampines Seoul Garden along with Gillian, Queenie, Queenie's brother Ashley, Peixuan, Jose, Rina&Andre. after dinner, bus-ed to Queenie's house for a chitchat session, poker session, &alittle of drinking session. &ofcourse cake-caking session for Peixuan Mummy who turns 19 when the clock strike 12am! hahahaha. home around 2plus. I enjoyed myself with them! we shall meet up more often, I'm having holidays soon my dear girls! hehe.

pics are all with Gillian...

2nd January, Friday.

Happy 19th Birthday to my dearest Mummy, Bai Pei Xuan!
may everything goes well for you&last longlong with Daddy! hahahaha.

met up with Bf. dinner-ed at my house downstairs derh hawker then went The Cathay for movie, College. funny show but not my type of movie. mayb guys would love it more. after movie, went to play Pool at Cine's Kpool. LOLS. then supper at i-dont-know-what-is-it-called. LOLS. shared hokkien mee, then home around 2plus.

A nice short night with you.
We used to have such nights often but seldom now.
How I wish time would just stop then.
So that the night will never ends.

3rd January, Saturday.

around 3plus, went for haircut(again) with Mum, Sister&niece at Kimage Kovan. Sister have got voucher so everything was free! I trimmed&did treatment again. it's FOC, so why not? hahahah. after haircut around 6pm, had my first meal for the day. I've been eating lesser&lesser these few days. so dead. I only eat one&a half meal yesterday. today around the same too. my god. well, after eating, went Yuying for Band practice. Jasline was there! how great. finally I have got a companion for Band practice. hehe. after practice, went over to Erinna's place together with Jasline. Mac delivery for Jasline&I while Erinna had her own food. stayed there till 12plus, Erinna's Father drove us home. thanks Uncle. (:

&I hope you will appreciate me more too.
Show me, tell me how much you really love me.
Let me know that I'm not wasting my effort.
Loved.

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